Saturday, September 02, 2006

Worries worries everywhere nor a time to think...

Oh sigh...
I am working like crazy lately. I have really been doing well on the day to day stuff. Dinner is cooked everynight. ( woohoo!!) The house is, well, somewhat clean, and my classroom looks pretty terrific!

So why have worries??

Its the non -day to day stuff that is getting to me, now.

I have several Long term projects that I have to do. I now have responsibilties that are being asked of me that I am so scared that I am going to completely screw up.

I have to do a program for PTA. I have no idea what to do. I don't even know where to start. sigh.... where is all that creativity that ADDers are so called famous for? I could really use some about now....

As a result of treatment, I have also become more involved in my kids afterschool activities. It has been so much fun! BUT, now I'm getting pressured to take on a bigger role than simply parental support. Some of it involves record keeping... I came very close to telling the person that they really don't want an ADDer overseeing the organizational part of their activity!!

I am learning to keep my mouth shut. I am telling less people that I have ADD. But that guy... ooooooo I was tempted.

As I work through the mountain of activities, maybe things will get easier... Saying no has become an automatic reponse lately, --- I simply can NOT take on anything more.

Sherry